Thursday, April 22, 2010

You make me feel...

I closed my eyes,
Saw you smiling.
Thanks for being in my life.
Before I had heard of love,
Today I am feeling it.
Have you also enjoyed the slight pain?
Of love, of separation.
To the God-
I had asked for the world,
He gave me heaven.
Of your closeness, of your love.
When I look in your innocent eyes
I found nothing,
Except love, except care….

Friday, April 2, 2010

"Should never change ourselves, we need us more than anyone else does", I am not sure if some has said something similar like this before, but this is more than true. We have always been in crowd trying to find people, one who likes us, who adores us. What we always miss out is ourselves. Can there be anyone who love you more than anyone else in this world? Well the answer is, a BIG CAPITAL "NO".

Saturday, February 13, 2010

The bootless compassion!

Today, I woke up went to open terrace area of my apartment, thinking to breathe for a while in the fresh air. The morning was so beautiful. The breeze was enchanting in its own magical way, mixed with rising sunlight, giving me a mixed divine feeling. I decide to spend some more time, took TOI (news paper) and sat on a chair.

Soon the sunlight became harder and I had to rush in. I brushed my teeth and went down streets for break bast. There is a shop near my apartment where most of bachelors like me goes for their morning tummy needs. I went there and ordered a plate of dhokla. I was enjoying my dhokla, I felt some one pulling my pants. I turned back, she was a small kid, barely 10 years old. She raised he hand before me, seems she is asking for something. I looked at her strongly, she looked pale, her eyes were dry, there was nothing in them, her face was shabby. "Give me some money, I am hungry", she said. "I won't give you money, tell me if you want something to eat?", I asked. Her face enlightened, "Vada Pav" she said. " Bhaiya isko ek Vada Pav dedo", I asked the man at the counter. She gave a smile and went to the counter. I was feeling pity on her. I paid the bills and returned back.

On the way I was thinking, She got her break fast, but what about lunch,what about dinner, what about tomorrow? My sympathy was nothing for her, not more than just a bootless Ephemeral compassion!!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

The first print...

I am not sure how long it will go... but finally I have decided to start my blog...
I am 25 years old, I am just another guy who sits in a cubicle near you at work place and probably you don't know, who travels in bus sharing same seat as yours, who is always confused if this is what he wanted to do, thinking just like you "what I am doing here?"

I won't write any politics, any science, nor any history event I would try to analyse. I would try to discover the joy, the sorry, the gentle smile, the wet eyes, the moved feelings, the untouched emotions, all things which are Ephemeral!!